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关于17岁的幻想，没有公主梦，只有对生命的好奇和初步认识，对所谓“爱”的疑惑与不解。于是开始探索人类规则意外的一切，那时作为一个中学生的我，对痛苦的尝试和认知无法诉说，只是那种感觉一直延续到了我找到合适的表达方式…
热爱一个哪怕它所不是的世界，也远比沦为根本不爱的赤裸存在更勇敢、更仁慈。最低限度，撇开爱与幸福不论，它至少是一条检验痛苦与否的准绳。在人类游戏中甘于被各种观念暴力（如立场、话语、权力和利害关系）和相应的社会编程所挟持的人们，是被迫体验着爱与幸福。
所以对于“爱”的幻想，即使是想象，即使是看着无处不在的别人，可能也都是一种表达，而我的只是一个处在异度空间里的抽象显现。


About the fantasy of 17 years old, there is no princess dream, only the curiosity and preliminary understanding of life, the doubts and perplexities about the so-called "love". Then I began to explore everything unexpected about human rules. As a middle school student, I could not tell about the painful attempt and cognition, but the feeling continued until I found the appropriate expression.
Loving a world that it is not is far braver and kinder than being reduced to a naked being that it is not loved at all. At a minimum, love and happiness aside, it is at least a test of pain. In human games, people who are willing to be held hostage by various concepts of violence (such as positions, discourses, power and interests) and corresponding social programming are forced to experience love and happiness.
Therefore, the fantasy of "love", even the imagination, even looking at others everywhere, may be an expression, while mine is only an abstract manifestation in the alien space.